Choo Choo

So here I am again.
It's been quite some time.
I think my last post was in June 2013.
Like I said in the beginning of this thing, I'm bad at keeping blogs.
Not too much has happened since them.
Although I probably should have kept up to date when I was in Taiwan.
I went to Taiwan right after Japan.
I think I mentioned that before.
Taiwan was a lot of fun.
Made more friends.
Friends that I'll probably never see again.
I hate making new friends.
Well I guess that's not entirely true.
I saw two of them in person since my internship in Taiwan.
Although I wish I made closer friends.
I hate living so far away from everyone.
I live far away from everyone at Wells too.
Honestly, probably none of them are ever going to make the effort to see me in Kansas.
Not trying to sound pathetic, just being realistic.
After I graduate, the following few years in which we are still close they will be busy.
Because they are busy they will be unable to visit me due to lack of time/funds.
By the time they have the funds and time to visit me, we will already have drifted apart.
I guess I could make more of an effort to keep in touch with them.
I'm generally really bad at that.
I mean, just look at my blog updating skills.
So in the ends, it would be my fault.
I'm just too lazy.

I'm currently in my last semester of college.
It's not going too well.
Don't want to date Eileen but I can't get rid of her.
Rather too lazy to get rid of her.
I've told her I don't really want to date.
She sticks around regardless.
She's been gone for a week plus in addition to spring-break.
Honestly, she probably went to go see her ex-boyfriend.
Although she says she's been "sick".
So sick that she couldn't be bothered to pick up her phone to send me a message.
Oh yeah, she would go for several days without a word to me.
I'm not the type of guy that expects his S.O. to message him all the time.
But not a single message to why you're not back at school for a several days is a bit much.
Also my friends here at Wells are meh.
I'm sure they are great.
But I feel that I am never a high priority in their lives.
Ironic, when I'm single and want a GF, my friends seem to care more about me but a woman won't.
Now I'm technically not single (although I consider myself to be) and want to be single and it's the other way around.
I'm so hungry.
Choo Choo, all abored the pity train.

I feel like I will be embarrassed if anyone reads this.
But hopefully the only people who read this and have an opinion that affects me are people who won't judge.
Or I could be wrong.
Seriously, friends suck.
If you're my friend and you're reading this, you suck.
Just kidding.
If you suck you probably wouldn't be reading this.

Also this summer I hope I can revive the activity on this blog.
Activity meaning I hope I will be more active on it this summer.
I am going to China.
The People's Republic of China to be more specific.
Going to teach English in Zhuhai.
With Michael Khalif.
Hilarious.
He's the kid I went to high school with.
Russian, Jewish, heavily associated with drugs.
His family has a reputation in our area among the local police.
He's in China teaching English.
Lol.
But I am looking forward to it.
He hooked me up with a sweet teaching gig.
I'll be teaching for money.
A decent bit too.
So I am quite excited.
I guess I have been in a depressed state as of late.
But as soon as I graduate and head to China, my life will hopefully get better.

That's enough for now.
Hope my next post will be in the near future.