Leaving Japan

Sigh,
I have to leave Japan right now.
I am in the airport.
While it feels like I have been here for a long time it also feels like I just got here.
Does that make sense?
It's like I feel like I've lived here for a while now.
And things I did my first week seem like such a long time ago.
But right now I feel like I just got here and I'm leaving too soon.
I made a lot of new friends.
Met up with a lot of old friends.
I will miss all of them.
I will never get to see Ayumi, Amy, or Terue like I used to anymore...
Before at Wells, I could just go to their room if I was bored.
Maybe harass Terue a little.
Bother Amy and Ayumi for homework help.
But not anymore.
They are staying in Japan.
And they won't be at Wells anymore.
It's just now really hitting me that I'm leaving.
Wow.
This feeling sucks.
I am getting depressed.
I shouldn't though.
Taiwan is going to be great.
Ugh, I'm going to have to make new friends.
Normally I love making new friends.
But then I'm going to have to say goodbye to them and feel shitty again.
Moral of the story: don't make friends.

But anyway, yeah Japan was great.

I'll post pictures later.

When I have better internet.

I have a fuck ton of photos to upload.

But hopefully I can get over this depression.

I'll get over it in a like 2 days.

In other news, I haven't heard from Eileen in a while.

I miss her.

Great more depression.

Whatever.

I need alcohol.

It is a solution. 

Ahhh.

Why do we even have emotions.

We should all just be robots.